stream of consciousness - new yearand the doors all have this way / of looking open until the last second / and all you seem capable of is throwing your shadow / on people who only want the light / because if you tried to light the way instead / you'd hang jewels and lights from your earlobes and fingertips / and they'd just call you tacky anyway / wouldn't they?
and I happen to know I'm cold / in ways I don't want to talk about / and I just want to know / if you saw me when your friends weren't around / would you see more to me than woman caged / and prodded into fierceness?
I suppose it wouldn't be the same 3 AM / if someone or something warm were there / to take away the bite
and I just wish that if I were going mad / it would be the kind that leads to poetry books / that people look at too closely / to find shit that isn't there / but I get sadder than ever when I think that my madness / will probably just be the kind that ends / with a stomach ulcer and the strong belief that / I'll know the truth someday
and the worst of it is when you remember / you told him you wanted a coma / and nothing else for christmas / unless of course he had on hand / the reason you can't sleep without him
I don't want to turn 20 without you / (you jerk)
I did turn 20 though - without him. I want this year to be so much different than all that. I want everything to be different than that.
Lonely
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I hope that in coming year, you will finally understand why horse is like man.
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How've ya been? You still in Georgia, or how is that working out? I just heard this new song and it reminded me of you a bit. Mainly this part,
"No, you'll never be alone
When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars
Hear the whispers in the dark
No, you'll never be alone
When darkness comes you know I'm never far
Hear the whispers in the dark
Whispers in the dark"
It brings the image of you on your roof at two in the morning. And what I wanted to say to you, but never really had the words.
This song is, Skillet - Whispers in the Dark. I recommend it highly.
Well, I bid you farewell - but not for too long, I hope.
Love,
Tyler
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Love
Hate
Dark
Humor
Thanks for the suggestion and the little dedication. I like the sound of this - and I shall download it soon.
talk to you later - hope you had fun clubbing.
Love (Always),
Jenna
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You see I've always been a fighter
but without you, I give up.
"Wear that mask until you love it ... and then die in it." - I guess I found my Iron Mask
P.S. Canon in D is stalking me. Just thought you'd like to know.
it's so old...
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i'd love to get inside your head, but i've misplaced my scalpel..
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